| I can't believe its been a while since I was on.... good old times |
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| You know.... its funny how we meet people in the same area that we were once living in after we move away.... i wonder if it has something to do with moving away or is it just that fact that time is not on my side..... i guess time hasn't been on my side at all lately.... i have been talking to people who for somehow are within the area that i have once live and not where i am living now.... I wonder what does this mean? ... anyone have any thoughts on this???????????? |
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| So it has been a while a long time since I written here... I guess it more of trying to remember the past or trying to understand why I am and where I am right now... For some reason... I feel more lost then I was since I graduate from Davis.. I wish I can say that I understand where and what I am doing.... really I guess its the money that is taking me where I am now... we all need money, some more than others... this time away from the states is really making my think about what I really want to do and how much I have to do to get where I want to go and to do. I really want to do something big for my life, so why am I here and what am I doing here? that is the question I keep asking myself. I wonder how long this question will keep hunting me... I really need to find ananswer and a job that fits me better... teaching is not for me... I have realized that a long time again, but why am I still teaching and doing the same thing.... I want to do something that makes a big differences in my life.... I feel that teaching is not going to get me that far and I want to do something that will get me.... there.... but here I am still not knowing the answer to my own question... I really wish I was able to answer my own question... sad |
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| OMG so have you ever felt so homeless.....well as of the moment i am homeless, and for the past couple of days i have been house hopping from one place to another..... so this is what's been going on.... so we finally and i say finally finish clearing out our old place by 4 am in the morning on sunday night, and we went to sleep at the hotel that night for 1.5 hours and then left to stockon for a friend's grad praty on Monday. so Monday night i sleep at my ex housemate's place behind the Nugget, which is very very far for me... because i don't have a car! then yesterday night i sleep at another friend's place with my old housemate. so tonight i'm still thinking of where i am going to sleep, and the same thing goes for tomorrow night.... and finally.....finally.... friday i will move in at 12:15 pm ...... then i will not be homeless any more.....hahahaha...update later on where i am going to sleep......?????
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| hey ya... it been a while since i been here on my xanga... i'm moving again and there is a lot of moving and packing to be done... so later ya i'll blog again once i finish and all. later.
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